It is literally 49 degrees here right now.
I know it’s been a lifetime since I last touched this blog, so I apologize to my 2 followers who actually read this crap. School’s out for the summer, and I think I’ll have more time on my hands this summer than I will for any other part of my life until I am retired. I don’t know if that is sad or exciting, but it is what it is.
My insights into weird Christian norms
I always find it strange how quickly Christians can change from a worshipful attitude to a casual shoot-the-breeze conversation and act like it is not strange. When those two worlds collide, I find it very interesting. I have always been someone who keeps my faith mostly to myself; rarely do I post a Bible verse as my status on facebook or public spaces. That is partly because I was raised in a traditionally conservative family.
What has always intrigued me about the combination of the secular and ‘religious’ world (I use the word begrudgingly) is how they are separated for me. I talk about God and do my devotions (usually) and I pray, but it is in small designated times throughout the day. They are extremely structured. There are good reasons behind this structure, the main one being that routines allow me to be much more consistent in my prayer life and reading the Bible. However, when it comes to bringing it up in day to day conversation with other interesting topics (likes sports and girls and yada yada) I struggle. So in this blog I am going to make a concerted effort to combine both insights that I have found on my spiritual walk with the secular walk that you and I both partake in every day. At first there is no doubt that my transitions between the two will be spotty and patchy at best, but I think the exercise will allow me to see God in places that I never really looked for him in the past.
Sunday night Blogging
Hopefully this will be a weekly “routine” for me now; the sermon(s) for the day are fresh in my head, and I have to only be at work by 11 AM on Monday.
I miss my church back in Grand Rapids immensely; the worship cannot be beaten, and the hymns at my church just don’t strike me the way that the newer songs at Crossroads did. But that’s OK. I’m still learning, in a more cognitive rather than emotional way back at my church.
We had a guest pastor tonight at our church, some old guy named Zoshky (that’s how it sounds, that’s not how it’s spelled). This guy’s style is slow and methodical, but he had a great point than I could certainly relate to. Overall, I took away 3 telltale signs of your life being taken over by this world rather than focused on “your first true love.”
PASSAGE – Revelation 2: 1-5
The Church of Ephesus became more and more secular over time and Paul begs them to get back to the basics. Zoshky had 3 signs for the congregation that our life is being filled with the secular sawdust. I certainly could relate to all 3
1) I’ve lost the joy – You are bored; you feel empty, and God does not provide the joy that He should. Don’t blame this one on Him; it’s only because you’ve put Him on the backburner and haven’t Him to work.
2) I no longer want to pray or read the Word – This one really struck a chord with me. No matter how many days a week I work or how much time I blow on the internet, I somehow justify to myself that I don’t have the time for a chapter of the Bible a night and 10 or 15 minutes of prayer. It’s pathetic. This is something that I am going to try desperately to change. I know if I don’t find the time in a time of life like this (slow), I have no chance of setting aside time later on when things really get hectic. Pray for me and others who struggle with committing time every day to God and God alone.
3) My time goes to other things (Like entertainment). You got the idea on number two. If I can get on facebook 2 or 3 times a day, as well as failblog, espn, and a brewers blog page, I most certainly can spend a half hour delving into my relationship with the creator of the universe.
Focus for this week – Really dedicate some time to God. I know I have it to give to Him, now let’s do it.
TO THE SECULAR WORLD
Work is slow; to the point of frustration. It’s only been two weeks, and I’ve already been sent home 3 times. That’s three more times that the past two summers combined. The good news is I get to play more golf. I’ll give you a little insight every week into one thing on the job that makes things interesting. This week is the new bunker on hole #6 on the Straits.
#6 is a short par 4 – from the blues it’s only 355 yards, and driveable for the pros with the right wind. However, the average player out there is now faced with a daunting challenge – a ten foot deep pot bunker right in the center of the green. The green is connected by a slim 10 foot area, but otherwise is the equivalent of two greens. If anyone other than a pro ends up in this bunker, they have absolutely no chance of getting out. It’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever seen on a course that has an average guest who can’t sniff 90 strokes. Kohler wants caddies to tell their players they can’t chip their ball from one side of the green to the other. Good luck. If I paid 400 dollars to play a golf course, I think I’ll do whatever I like to the greens, thank-you very much.
OTHER TIDBITS
I love Bill Simmons’ columns. They are fantastic, and I haven’t found any other writer that keeps my interest for such long articles.
I miss my friends and my life in Grand Rapids like crazy. I don’t know how I’m gonna make it all summer here. I have great friends here that I truly enjoy hanging out with, but they are twenty minutes away anytime I want to do anything, and often are too tired to hang out.
The Magic are going to win 1 game in the finals. That's it. The matchups they had against Cleveland were fantastic. The matchups they have against the Lakers are not. I'm rooting hard for you Dwight, but maybe your reason for beating the Lakers was a little questionable. http://sports.espn.go.com/espn/page2/story?page=macgregor/090601&sportCat=nba
I’m halfway through my 3rd book this summer already. They are:
· This Side of Paradise – F. Scott Fitzgerald
This book was strange. Sort of interesting, but old school (I think it was written in the 20s). All about someone my age and their struggles in choosing what to do.
· Blink – Ted Dekker
I found a new equivalent to the left behind series. A great page-turner, extremely fiction, but with a Christian message. These books I like because if someone asks about them at work, I can get them to read something that isn’t overtly religious but makes you think about God and your faith (or lackthereof)
· 2 Billion Cars – Tough read, educational, but slow. Read it if you are into what the options for our fuel and auto dependency are in the future.
Thanks for sticking with me. I’ve written this in about a half an hour. Hopefully it’s readable for the 1 or 2 that actually read it. Thanks for listening through my rambling and feel free to send me some feedback if you want. This blog has more to do with me getting out what I’m thinking and doing than attracting readers, so sorry if it isn’t more interesting. I TRIED!
Yessss... blog posts. If you're putting the time into this, I may have to do my best to actually update mine on a semi-regular basis. (Maybe during some downtime at work like right now? I don't think Steelcase would have a problem with it, especially if I'm reflecting on work a little bit as well, hah.)
ReplyDeleteA few specifics:
1. We have very similar writing styles. This makes me happy. Bullet points and colons are the bomb-diggity.
2. Making time for devotions and prayer is probably one of the single hardest things for me right now, for all the "reasons" you mentioned. I am absolutely not busy, to the point where I complain about how not busy I am, but still struggle to make the effort I should. So far I've managed to at least regularly check BibleGateway.com for the verse of the day before I go to sleep. Pathetic.
3. I am currently reading a book given to me by one of the intern coordinators here at Steelcase (it's our "text" for the summer internship program) and it's fantastic. It's called "Integrity," and I forget the author's name right now, but it's a fantastic look into how integrity and strength of character defines how well we'll succeed in life, relationships, and the business world. If you'd like you can read it when you come back for school, as I get to keep the copy they gave me.
That is all. Keep posting, and hopefully I'll be able to put up some blog posts soon. I'll tweet them when I do, and since my twitter -> my facebook -> your news feed, you should be able to tell when that happens.
Peace.